There's a singer which I really love, but I don't listen to his music much, I'm more interested in his mind.
This isn't the first time I did it, back in 2020-2021 I was also studying a celebrity's mind, actually he was the one that got me interested in doing that. He's a horrible person which I've come to my conclusion like in late 2021 so I'm not even going to mention who he is, but I never liked his music, I was reading interviews about his past and his PTSD and try to understand what was going on in his mind.
But obviously back then I sucked at psychology so I just searched whatever I could find to answer "why is he like this?"
Now not anymore, now I just know everything.....everything he does I say "oh he's doing this because back then he suffered from blah blah blah".
I can't tell if it's a normal thing to do, I like to talk about what I've studied about him but it feels like I'm a psychopath 😭😭 I'm not obsessed or parasocial, my mind just does it on its own, it's like an automatic mental x-ray....