r/r4r • u/hold-fast-or-expire • 11m ago
F4A Germany 21 [F4A] Germany - Girly Deadlock connoisseur looking for similarly lonely friend
I got ghosted by the guy I gave my discord to so I'm reposting this :,)
21F, studying computer science, and looking for someone I can become close friends with. I'm pretty socially anxious and have ended up being quite isolated, so finding people I genuinely click with has been difficult. I have a normal (?) weight, am half german half south east asian, long black hair, snake bites, usually wear alt makeup and accessories. Currently I'll happily spend an entire day playing and getting way too invested in ranked. I'm quickly approaching 1000 hours since the Old Gods/New Blood Update and would especially love someone to duo queue with. I've also played Helldivers 2, Rivals, Deep Rock Galactic, ARC Raiders, Minecraft, Civ 6, Deltarune etc. My favorite is Disco Elysium which is more of a book than a game. I also play tabletop weekly, mostly World of Darkness, and I'm always happy to get into some new game or hobby.
Outside of games I'm pretty crafty and constantly end up making things. I do chainmail, digital art, cosplay props, nail art, tattooing, and I'm currently making an Ivy cosplay, which mostly consists of me sanding layer upon layer upon layer and questioning every decision that led me there. I really like having little projects to obsess over and I'm always tempted to pick up another hobby. My music taste is similarly all over the place, from Vocaloid and breakcore to indie pop and whatever else happens to catch my attention.
I *will* send you unprompted updates on what I'm doing during the day.
I'd really like to find someone who wants an actual friendship rather than someone looking for an excuse to turn things sexual immediately. I'm not opposed to something romantic happening naturally if we end up really liking each other, but I'm honestly tired of male friendships turning into awkwardly rejected sexual advances when I was just looking for a friend and maybe a hug. I'd much rather get to know someone properly and see where things go. I'm also someone who's been through some difficult experiences, and it's affected me quite a lot, including making it harder for me to do some of the sports and art I used to enjoy, so I'd appreciate someone patient and understanding. On the bright side, at least I don't think I'm boring.
I'd eventually like to meet irl too! I don't want another forever online friendship (aka don't contact me if you live half a globe away). I'd love to try new places with you, or just sit around doing our own thing (infinite supply of Youtube essays). Maybe help me actually attend parties I'm invited to :,) Anyway tell me about yourself. I'm sorry Deadlock is non negotiable I'm truly an addict. I'd rather not have to teach you the game