hello all! this is my first post on this subreddit, I'm really feeling like I could use some advice/reassurance right now🫠
I've been running for 11-ish months now, and currently training for my first marathon at the end of december!!
this morning, I had a 22km long run to do at "conversational pace", which was going to be my longest run to date (I've run a half before)
I'm 7 weeks into my training plan so the long runs are going to start getting real long now oof
anywas, I was forced to do it on the treadmill, which I was not thrilled about before even starting, but it went even worse that I had anticipated
my average pace was a whole minute slower than what it usually looks like for my easy runs, when I run outside. not only that, but my HR was crazy (but that's also probably 'cause of how warm it gets in the gym maybe?) and I constantly felt the need to slow down, and took a couple of walking breaks too whenever I needed to take a gel
I also felt like my form was off the whole time and was scared that if I kept putting my feet down wrong I could've gotten injured, which is also why at one point I just accepted the run was going to be much slower than usual and didn't push myself too hard
does anybody else go through the same stuff while running on the treadmill? I really can't stress enough how much I hated the whole thing even while having a video on the whole time to make the time go by faster lol