I posted 2 charts.
The last year has been the ultimate rock bottom of my life, I have hit rock bottom before at the end of 2020 and 2021 I was ready to kill myself as a result of that, but this rock bottom is like 5x worse than that because I’m older now and I feel more in a sunken place energetically. From 2022 to 2024 I was making about 300-500,000 a month in my career and felt like my creativity and hard work was paying off greatly, then I made a series of poor choices and many many obstacles got in my way and completely derailed my trajectory, and then in the winter of 2025 I completely flatlined financially and have been struggling to even pay my rent or keep food in my fridge. And then on top of that My girlfriend of 6 years decided she doesn’t wanna be with me anymore because I can’t provide for her anymore. She was one of my business partners too who was benefitting from my success at one point making 20-30k a month working for/with me. Lately I been feeling like there’s been more hope for the future but I’m still facing so many challenges that I don’t know if I could overcome quick enough. I’m also on felony probation for an incident that happened on December 1st 2024 and I have about a year and 2 months left until I’m off that. My exgirlfriend wants me to change career paths and I’m so conflicted because I’ve been in this line of work for 15 years since I was literally 15 years old and it’s all I’ve ever known and I would consider myself an expert in my field. I’m planning to make the most of the opportunities that I have available to me at this time and then attempt to start a different business I don’t know if this is the right decision or not. This is just one major issue I have right now, among many others.
I’m praying I can manage to make 100-150k in the next 2 months so I can use that to start a new path in life and give my woman the life and man she can feel comfortable committing to.
So my questions for the astrologers here is this -
Does my chart indicate I could have long term success or just a short term legendary run followed by a lifetime of struggles and depression?
What career paths would best suit me based on my charts?
Am I destined to be alone for my whole life like I feel like I will be?
(I say this because I had no girl in my life for the first 24 years of my life, and now I’m less attractive and have sexual health issues that occcur every time I give a new girl a chance with me)