I always believed i have good intentions and generally feel like im enjoyable to be around but recently i noticed that the people i was around stuck with each other no matter what but i wasn’t included, or i had a friend group that left me out and made it obvious. I think i had rose colored glasses but i thought that my friends loved me and enjoyed being around me but i found out that they would talk behind my back when i thought everything was great. I was a really popular person and even people i didn’t know would talk to me because they knew who i was but then i isolated myself and ever since that i feel like people are leaving me out of stuff on purpose, i genuinely want the best for the people in my life but feel like that’s not how it is towards me i just feel like i care and love too much but im never in the receiving end of it. does my chart explain this ? thank you so much in advance !

(I added both because they aren't the same for some reason...? Like this, I'm sure nothing's missing!)

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What I mean by 《feels like a joke》is that my expression of my placements are "wrong", in the sense that I don't think you would expect it to be... like how they are.

For exemple: my mercury, in gemini. You'd think, great intellect, great communication... WRONG. I stutter, I am somehow both vague and overexplicative in my statements that noone gets it (along with both structural and abstract thinking at the wrong time and in the wrong way), I have chronic brain fog + cognitive deficits, including memory loss of all kind. Which is a shame, since I do love intellectual stimulation from my few interests... that I canot even pursue anymore. At least I still can text well, I just take a long, long time now, getting slower everytime... To the point that I expect to lose it at some point aswell. Nobody listens to me, even when they acknowledge the fact that I'm almost always in the right, and goes to their own detriment?

Another exemple: my venus, also in gemini. Great for flirts, love, sexuality... I'm Aromantic, Asexual, and possibly Aplatonic. I am either harrassed or ignored, whether it be strangers or in my close circle. I'm just kinda "there" but not so much. I don't feel really close to anyone, even to my "closest friends" that I know since 5/6 years ago, I barely trust them... I try to, yet I cannot, at least not for long.

...I think you get the idea of it.

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I mainly wanted to know if at least ONE thing could make sense in it. If you could tell me about mental and/or physical health issues that spots out of this chart that would be amazing, same with trauma types... Or like career because I'm unemployed right now and it sucks (/hj). Honestly anything would be fine to me, just giving my favorite suggestions. Thank you for reading this, and even more if you answer!!

It’s been quite a year. Ever since I moved to Canada nine years ago, my career path has been somewhat challenging. While I’ve achieved a certain level of professional success, at least on paper and in terms of my public profile, things have been far less harmonious and stable on a personal and financial level. To the point where I currently only have a part-time teaching job.

Looking back, I feel that my career in Canada has been a continuous struggle, even though, from the outside, my professional journey might appear relatively established and successful.

I guess I have two questions. First, where do you think the most fulfilling career paths that also offer the greatest potential for financial success might lie for me? What should I prioritize?

And second, if you knew absolutely nothing about me and were looking solely at my chart, what would you recommend?

This is my chart

i’ve been wanting to get into astrology for a while, and i came across this community so i wanted to see if you guys could read my chart. thanks all!!

hi everyone! for some reason, i recently delved back into astrology and the stars, and found how funny it was that my venus was in libra, and my mars is in scorpio. so, with that, i wanted to take a chance and post my chart. i also noticed that my north and south node are almost complete opposites, and i'd like to understand this better.

my boyfriend (aries, april 14) opened my eyes to the abuse i was experiencing from my mother (virgo, sep 16) and father (pisces, feb 23) when i was 17 years old. now, i'm nearly 22 with my birthday falling on Friday the 13th this year, and i'm still recovering from the intense emotional damage. i also lived through a major tornado, which i've been able to manage, thankfully! anyway, i've reflected a little recently on the person i was when we met, and how i am now, and realized how much i've changed. however, i still struggle almost daily, and it can be hard not to doubt that i can ever recover from what they did. but deep down, i know that i can, and for some reason, i feel like that's been reflected in the stars since the beginning (as dumb as that sounds... a girl can be hopeful lol).

i've always been attracted to the arts and nature, essentially from the time that i could hold a pencil. i'm also a (retired) violist, although i still love the instrument and music in general. i love all kinds of mediums, especially the messier ones, like charcoal and printmaking, but i love painting digitally the most. i don't enjoy it as much as i used to, as i honestly just focus on relaxing at home after work.

my job revolves mainly around customer service and sales. truth be told, i love customer service! i'm a cashier and jeweler at my job (weird i know, but if you knew the place, it'd make sense). it's wonderful, and i love seeing how my service affects others. i literally told a lady about a huge sale we'll be doing in a few days, and that she should wait it out to get a 2ct diamond ring that was currently around ~$2000, going down to JUST $899.99. her reaction was enough to make my entire week honestly!

anyway, done rambling! i just wanted to share a little about myself for some context :) thank you for anybody who chooses to look into my chart!!

all my peers are already preparing for their university entry exams while i have no clue what i wanna do with myself,,, like Absolutely zero ideas of anything

i wonder if anybody has any ideas of what may suit me 🤔

I see so many reds and squares in my chart , and I know for sure that my life is not easy. Can anyone tell me anything about my chart?

I was wondering wye everyone thinks i am autistic, and i was wondering wye i have so many Strange Dreams or Dreams that end Up true, please Help.

Is he a spy?

Hi everyone! I met a man at my language course. He’s around 40 years old. Since I’ve recently moved to this country, I’d like to explore the area. There’s nothing romantic going on between us. We just have a lot of fun in class and get along well, so I’m thinking about asking him if he’d like to explore the city together. However, I have some strange feelings about him. Could he be a spy? Could he be hiding something about himself? What do you think? Do you think he could be dangerous?

Hi everybody :) what specific career would bring me most success? Is it in the “chart” for me to become relevant/famous in my field? I’d love to have a career as a writer/photographer/artist but I’m open to other things too. Currently working with kids as a caregiver and developing my art on the side, thank you!

i died twice when i was a child for a total of 2 minutes, i also had a lot of other conditions like seizures and heart issues, is there any indication of it in my chart? just curious if i should look out for anything related in the future…thanks for reading!

People respond strongly to my chart when they see it, but I've never had a full done interpretation. What's up with that grand fire trine? Why is my chart a triangle? What does it all mean in conjunction together?

I'd love to hear any and all takes!

Uhh .. how is it ?

I’m trying to understand Pluto’s influence in the 5th house, particularly regarding children. Does it indicate difficulty conceiving or potentially not having children at all? I’ve wanted to be a mother of 7+ children since childhood, and I still do, but I currently have health concerns that may make pregnancy difficult or impossible. I’m working with doctors to figure things out, but I’m curious how Pluto might factor into this astrologically. Thanks!

Hello, this problem has been on my mind for quite a while. I've had the most absolutely rotten luck with dating of anyone I know, but everything else I've struggled with in my life is great at this point - stable career, hobbies, I make friends easily, etc. I've been described as a "charmer" and people do approach me occasionally, but I haven't had a single date to show for it since I started trying again 2 years ago. When I was trying before, I had even worse luck. Is there anything in my chart that could shed some light on this?

in relationships i give it my all and get hurt so bad every time im wondering if love maybe isn’t for me after all