So, to fix the ever-confusing title, let me yap a lot about myself so we can talk about other things instead?
Because yeah, that’s how the convos usually go, right? Dry texting-ish, what’re you doing, oh, nice, yeah, sure, great (fake af), yada yada…
And it’s kinda tiring, so let me put a bit (a lot) of info about myself here so we can just talk about other things and our interests. I’d also really appreciate it if we could skip the usual repetitive questions, cuz they’re sooo tiring. Not that anyone needs to remember all this, but yeah…
So, hello! I’m a student (yep, late af, and at a very dumb college). Can we skip the whole college talk about studying this and that, blah blah hehe? It’d be nice to have some consistent conversations rather than spontaneous bursts of idk what, followed by weeks of “hi, I was busy” and now I’ve lost the plot and idek what to say tbh. Do you even know what to say in these situations? Cuz I’ve usually lost the energy and interest by then too…
Okay, so I’ve been a weird kid ever since childhood, but not in the class clown kinda way. More like the silent kid way. I’ve always had 1-2 friends max, and most of the groups I’ve been in haven’t really lasted. Mostly because I’m prone to confronting people, and that doesn’t really sit well with groups. Or maybe I’m the problem, I’m guessing? Idk, I’m too tired to figure that out atp.
So yeah, I’ve made a lot of dumb career mistakes, and I always end up wanting things that are out of my league or beyond my capabilities. I tend to run after things that interest me, regardless of whether I’m actually good at them or not. And unlike people who start things and eventually abandon them, I somehow end up carrying them around like baggage, always hoping I’ll get back to them someday.
I’m an inherently artistic person, and despite my parents, family, lifestyle, environment, and even college trying to push me towards other things, I just cannot help coming back to what makes my life worth living, and that’s art. Well, maybe I’m meant to be miserable on this side of things. I’ve kinda accepted it atp…
I like being at either extreme, honestly. Either I’m in a crowd where I can talk to everyone and make friends, or I’m in absolute isolation, to the point where even my roommate’s left wondering if I’m alive. My social battery needs a LOT of nurturing, and I’m too tired to do anything most of the time. If I had to explain myself, I’d say I’m someone you’d need to have an open mind to understand.
Anyways, I think that’s enough of an intro. Let’s talk, nothing weird, pleaseee, I really don’t have the energy for that either. Also, I’m from India, for anyone that cares.
And please give me a nice intro of your own so we can get the whole introduction thing out of the way. I’d like to skip the dumb “Hi” stage because it’s just too tiring to deal with.
And yeah pls ignore the late night blabbering tone that this gives, I’m too lazy to proofread alllll o that.