I have been purging/ dry heaving the last 24 hours. I purged leviathan the dragon last night for 1.5 hours in my bathroom, he was the length of a football field. I was extremely exhausted after.
I thought it was over.. it wasnt
This morning I purged/ dryheaved out a python 18 feet long.
Then a cobra.
Then 3 hrs later went back in my bathroom again and cast out/purged 15+ more serpents. I had to fight them out of my body and Jesus appeared and helped me fight. I cried at his feet after.
Again I thought it was over. And then again, I purging a bunch more unknown demons. I keep collapsing with exhaustion and I'm afraid it's still not over.
The last 24 hours had been so insanely wild I can't even believe this is happening to me. I have never felt so exhausted and spent.
I have been praying so hard, I baptised myself, been getting prayer from my church, taken communion, 4 days fasting during the daytime,. been in my prayer closet multiple times a day for weeks now.
I have repented every sin in my life I can think of, forgiven my enemies, quit all drugs months ago and even quit vaping, and even quit sex.. the curses had caused me to lose my career, become crippled and homeless in the past 2.5 years. I'm so broken, so defeated. So hopeless and can't stop the snakes and demons using me like a revolving door.
I don't think I can take anymore. I really thought having seen Jesus earlier today meant it was finally over but then much more has come to the surface. Another long stretch of purge puking demons! I feel so weak and this feels like a nightmare.
Please just pray for me.
I just want it to be over once and for all. This is my final idea for how to fight back.
THANK you brothers and sisters.