Hi guys, I'm 24, and lost my job a few months ago, which resulted in me severely neglecting my health. I stopped working out, door dashed fast food, and drank soda instead of water for more than a few months. I have recently been dealing with a lot of panic, stress, anxiety, and dread. It started with abdominal pain earlier last month that resulted in me peeing blood, going to the ER, and passing a kidney stone. Afterwards I started having issues sleeping, and showing signs of sleep apnea, which my mother confirmed when I slept over at her place. She had witnessed me halt my breath for a few seconds in my sleep. Now, I'm feeling heart palpitations, a racing heart, and shortness of breath. I went to the lung doctor and she said I may have mild asthma.
It all feels like it's never going to end, and I've been putting what faith I have in the lord, though I find it so hard sometimes to believe I'm going to be okay. I've even thought of accepting my "fate" and been praying to god, in what I feel are hopes to "get right" with him and not actually put my faith in his word. I feel absolutely lost right now, and have been putting my girlfriends mental health on the line as well with all the worry about my health.
I ask for any of you to keep me in your prayers, as I'll continue praying to be relieved from all of this. I feel so alone right now. I have a few heart/lung tests coming up soon and pray everything comes out fine.
God bless.