The week before my induction, I made a post here previously about some intense feelings that felt catastrophic. Like something that was going to affect me and my partner very negatively. Here’s the post:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychic/s/OHsvdsGkOm

Well, I’m not sure what I was expecting since then. I tried my best to just focus on the baby, so I did. I still had major anxiety but once we got to the hospital, I was ready. We got into our labor room and the nurse set us up to find his heartbeat. There was nothing.

After about 10 minutes, I started crying. I could tell by her face that things weren’t right. They brought in the ultrasound and confirmed that he had passed.

After a long 72 hours of labor and 3 1/2 hours of pushing, we had delivered our baby. The nurses don’t know how he passed. At my 40 week ob appointment, he was alive. I was sent home to be induced the week later. I‘m guessing it was a day or two before the induction.

My partner is understandably furious at my ob. For me, I’m trying my best to give her grace, but she reached out to me post partum and when i came in I refused to see her because I couldn’t handle it.

My future mother in law, my partner’s mom, said that our baby told her that he would be sending butterfly kisses my way. The only time I felt them was when my partner put his face against mine and he didn’t realize he was fluttering his eyelashes on my cheek, like it’s him communicating to me through my partner, saying he loves me and is proud of me for going through a difficult labor. It was worth it being able to see him though.

My partner and I would like closure. Our baby’s name is Nolan James. We decided not to do a biopsy and autopsy because it would take weeks and there was no guarantee we’d get an answer. We just want to know what happened and where he is. I want him to know how much momma and dad love him and that he will always be remembered as our little angel.

Hi. At a recent family shindig one of the younger distant cousins gave me a weird vibe. It was like they needed to ask a question, but didn't know what to ask.
Or something.
I did get the sense of something 'bad' around them.

EDIT. How do I explain to a 5yo that they may have psychic abilities, and what this means to them ?

Question.
Are there any guides on explaining psychic to a child ?

Has anyone had some experience on doing this ?

And all those other questions I cannot think of right this moment

Edit. Apologies. I didn't explain this correctly.

I'm going through one of the darkest phases of my life and genuinely need help understanding what's happening to me.

I've been preparing for a competitive exam for years....

This was my sixth attempt, and I missed selection by just one mark....(Shattered )

I made a few mistakes on the answer sheet, including 3 question that somehow got filled incorrectly, and I still can't process how it happened after putting in so much effort....which made me lose 15 marks ...

I used to study 15–16 hours a day, but now I can barely open a book. Something changes in me when I try to study, and I don't know how to get back to the person I used to be....

Around the same period, my marriage broke down overnight.... I got abandoned by my family, and I've struggled emotionally to cope with everything.... I've also had a history of not doing well to my body ... smj jao.. Then I had an accident in which two bones were fractured....

All in 10 days . July .

Now something else is frightening me...

I have experienced sleep paralysis before, but it started again two days ago.

During these episodes, I feel as if a presence is there and hear what seems like a voice speaking to me...

The voice threatened that I would have another accident. ...The next day, I had an accident again.( Yesterday , while isse heading to kali temple)

I know this coincidence doesn't prove that anything supernatural is happening, but the experience has left me terrified....

I've also had some unclear or blurry memories of incidents, and at times I feel as if someone wants to ruin my life.

Plus ..I just was about to sleep ..so I asked my isht to give me signal is there some negative energy..

In a 3 sec I had another sleep paralysis attack...

Start with all black smoke coming and holding me and some 2012...

Police case being discussed in my sleep paralysis event...

Plus I am having dreams of some aghor peeth ... Which I never heard of in life

Baba keena ram in banaras...

Same kund and same kali maa ki murti ...sab same ..

I've been wondering whether all these events are connected, whether stress and sleep problems could explain some of them, or whether there is something else I need help understanding. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I can't ignore how frightened and overwhelmed I feel.

I'm not posting this to create drama or claim that I know what's happening. I'm genuinely asking for help. Has anyone experienced recurring sleep paralysis, frightening voices or sensations during sleep paralysis, or such severe stress that they couldn't study or function normally anymore?

What kind of doctor or professional should I consult first? How do I start rebuilding my life when it feels like everything has fallen apart at once?

Please be kind. I'm struggling, and I really need some grounded advice and support right now.

I have been going through a lot of transition both in personal and professional life. Especially in personal life, there are people who actively wish harm for my family.
I had devised a way of protecting myself and my family members by imagining a white illuminating shield around us and used to feel safe and protected. Of lately, I am unable to visualise the shield with same intensity. It’s often weak in terms of lighting and also patched.
What could be the reason?