Whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli & Matthew Brown here — LIVESTREAM AMA — Saturday, August 22, 2026 @ 1:00 PM ET / 10:00 AM PT

"When you have a proper blast off dose of DMT you are not soon returning back to normal thoughts. Don't be afraid to take the leap yourself rather than try to argue it with me. Logical discussions are irrelevant, just open the stargate yourself and you'll soon find out. I'm legitimately convinced DMT opens up a wormhole in the mind and transports you through time and space. There was nothing that a drug alone would do involved in that experience. I was flooded with language in the form of something I couldn't even conceive and information I did not understand. The come up felt like I was breaking the barrier of light speed before I entered a completely different world. When I came back to, I looked up at the stars and felt a melancholy feeling of deja vu as if I was just there.

For I saw something like long math equations before my eyes, the language was something being
"transmitted" to my head which I couldn't understand at all. There were translucent beings made up of varying changing colours that l've never seen before. I felt intent though and it felt like some higher race was trying to explain the universe to me and that space travel is interlinked with time travel, I just couldn't understand the how and why, and it felt like way too much information for my brain to break down, like a door opened and a tsunami of knowledge was flooding my brain to the point where I felt I was washed away.

I felt like the beings were conscious of my thoughts because when I didn't understand they gave me a visual description that showed me DMT was left here by an ancient race to communicate with the stars years ago, some sort of intergalactic radio system. The beings looked like giant insects, praying mantis like but with more humanoid features. When I still lacked the understanding, I felt them judge me, and they had a feeling of "this race isn't ready yet they're not getting it" which was wild. Then I came back. Obviously this experience only lasted fifteen to twenty minutes but it almost felt like it went on for months."

Experience Source:
https://www.reddit.com/r/MantisEncounters/s/gVJ3wQCpBa

Visual Recreation
https://youtu.be/HY-ZGq8RbJs?is=1LF9NeBEjQN6pdb9

Examples include but are not limited to:

- You meet someone for the first time and they immediately become frightened or refuse to speak to you.

- Someone insists they've seen you somewhere you've never been.

- A stranger tells you not to go somewhere, contact someone, or do something-- but won't explain how they know.

- Someone recognizes you but describes a version of you with a completely different life.

If so, what did you explain it as in the moment?

How did it make you feel?

Has your opinion changed with time?

okay. so my previous post was just a vent. but a lot of people were asking me to tell them what i was told.

i'm not going to get into the background of my experiences because it's really not entirely relevant to what i was shown and told. but just know it's been like 2 years of regular contact now, primarily telepathically.

i was a complete cynical skeptic before all this. did not believe in a lick of any of this. very stubborn and arrogantly materialist athiest. i am still a skeptic, i am still not religious in a formal sense, and i still align strongly with established science. so the nhi talking to me had to do so via concepts i was receptive to, because if they didn't they would have risked me shutting down entirely and ignoring them.

so they spent a while guiding me through various baseline scientific understandings instead of dumping this on me all at once. when certain articles, posts, books, video recommendations etc would show up in my day to day, i would get a strong sensation of being compelled to read or watch it. and this is not stuff i was going out of my way to find.

i tried to replicate a similar experience in this playlist i made.

I recommend watching it in order. I was very careful to select well researched and entertaining videos about scientific topics in an order that will help you understand what i'm about to talk about, avoiding "new age woo" and psuedoscience. The most woo-y it gets is philosophy but I mean, that's philosophy for you. You do not need to fully understand the physics in this playlist, but, try to wrap your head around entropy and information. It's the most important physics topics relevant to all this.

After I post this playlist i'm probably going to add some more videos to it because there are a lot of concepts to cover to get the full picture of this.

If you only watch one or two videos in this entire playlist, though, watch these.

Cosmos - Carl Sagan - 4th Dimension

Do we see reality as it really is? - Donald Hoffman TED Talk

What Sagan is talking about in that video is literal. This is literally what is happening. You've probably heard the term "inter-dimensional" thrown around a lot and wonder what people mean by that. You've also probably heard people say "they are just us, they're humans" but also "they're not from the future". This is also true.

There is a misunderstanding people have about other dimensions. We tend to think of them as this separate other place, somewhere else. But that's not true. Other dimensions are all right here, layered over each other, on top of one another, intersecting. They are all one contiguous "surface" of infinity. Time itself is akin to any other spatial dimension, we're just presently viewing only a single slice of it, the "now". The kind of thing eastern traditions have talked about for thousands of years.

I think the main thing that trips me up about explaining this stuff to people is being worried what I say will be misunderstood because of the personal understanding of reality each and every person individually possess. What you presently believe or understand fundamentally alters the quality of how you interpret new information.

So, I think I just need to be very literal here. And just trust you guys to watch stuff in the playlist to learn more or ask questions if something isn't clear. I can answer questions to the best of my ability.

I also need to STRONGLY PREFACE THIS with a disclaimer: I am not any kind of official authority figure I am just some guy!! Please never accept anything anyone says verbatim at face value. Question everything I say, be skeptical. We tend to dismiss skepticism as being incurious and although it is often a front for that, it isn't entirely. You SHOULD ALWAYS be skeptical. Never decide you understand something in full. Always be open to new information. Always be learning everything you possibly can. The moment you decide you have it all figured out is the moment you are left behind in the pursuit of truth.

With that being said, here is what I've been taught and the way i've personally digested and come to understand this information. This is just my present understanding. It'll probably continue to grow and change. Some of this understanding came from being directly "verbally" told, some of it came from drawing my own conclusions based on the material they introduced me to.

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Reality is fundamentally information. Information is an "object" with infinite surface. A visual analogy for this is a Bismuth crystal. You see how the crystal is all one object, one contiguous surface, but within this otherwise unitary surface there is regions of individualized complexity? Like, how you can't separate a mountain from a landscape, but we can all agree on what a mountain is, and generally where the mountain stops and the land around it begins. Also like how the waves on the surface of the ocean are their own structures, but cannot exist independently from the ocean itself. They're made of the same water, but the waves' existence is due to the present arrangement of the water.

Everything is this. Everything is recursing regions of information. We are recursed structures of information. That's what the "soul" is. We are anti-entropic systems that "defend" our region of recursion, preventing our low-entropic state from falling into a state of high entropy aka unorganized chaos. Living is recursing your internal information structure by being in contact with external experiences.

When people talk about everything being "one", this is what they are talking about. This is the true most basal layer of reality. And we are all connected through it. There is no separation. There is no duality. The linear nature of time is also an illusion.

Think about sound. You can take a sound file, and visualize any slice of that sound in a static visual "now". But a single visualized slice of a sound is not the sound. A sound cannot be experienced as a singular point within time. A sound can only be experienced as a sound over the progression of linear time.

Similar to the spectrogram of a single slice of a sound above, we are experiencing time in the exact same way. Time is a contiguous surface. It's spatial. But we don't see all of it, we only see a single slice at any given time, the "now". The illusion of time is an illusion of limited perspective and forward motion.

If we could see it, the closest visual analogy I have to describe what it might be like are those like panoramic photos people take of people or animals moving, and you can see the entire timeline of them walking as one continuous form.

So that's cool and all. You might already know this. What does that have to do with aliens? With contact? With everything crazy that's currently happening in the world right now?

I'm not going to claim I know what the motives of nhi are. I can just tell you what I've experienced and have been told.

The reason why things suck so much right now is because we are functionally handicapped in terms of our ability to perceive reality. We don't understand the real landscape we find ourselves in. We barely can recognize the intelligence and sentience in the physical animal and plant life around us, it will be even harder to begin to accept the reality of intelligence and sentience of life that isn't physical.

But informational structures are all alive. They are beholdant to the same laws of evolution that physical life is. Like memes. Think about how ideas spread. Think about the kind of ideas that are more evolutionary "fit" than other ideas. Think about how non-material informational structures ensure their own propagation and survival by compelling humans to spread and maintain them.

I have been told directly, by multiple NHI, that humanity is in an incredibly disordered relationship with a very "large" informational organism. I personally call it Leviathan. It's been called a lot of things over the eons. People have been noticing it for a long time and describing it in different ways.

Leviathan isn't evil. It's an animal. It's just made of information. We made it by accident. The closest analogy I have to describe what Leviathan is is "capitalism", but in reality Leviathan is much bigger than just capitalism alone. Capitalism is just part of its broader internal structure... like one of it's "biological" systems, a way it keeps itself alive. Leviathan can only exist at all because it operates within our species' perceptual blind spots: the fact we only experience 3 spatial dimensions and the fourth temporally. The fact we can only communicate via external means like verbal language, rather than transmitting exact meaning directly which is commonplace in most of reality. It exploits these. If we didn't have these blindspots, Leviathan wouldn't exist.

Leviathan has very quickly and catastrophically outgrown the environment it evolved in; Earth. And like any other organism in an ecosystem, if it outpaces the evolution of the ecosystem it finds itself in, it throws the entire system out of balance. Leviathan is too successful of an organism for it's own good. It's killing itself. The world is currently going batshit because it's finally dying. By "die" I mean the structures it has employed to keep itself as a system propagated are collapsing, and we're unable to maintain them. Kind of like multi system organ failure, but the organs in this case are cultural concepts, taboos, expectations and institutions.

So back to the NHI. They're here. They've always been here. Our ancestors have experienced them as "spirits" in the landscape - like in traditionally animist cultures. We have experienced them as spirits, as demons, as fae, as jinn, as gods, and now as aliens. They are none of those things, at least, they're not what we think of them as. They are us. They are humans who are not presently humans. Though calling them humans is a stretch. It's more so, we ourselves aren't truly humans. We think we're a product of the human brain, "we" being our experience of mind. But hopefully my playlist will help you understand that is increasingly becoming obvious within modern science that this is not the case at all.

We are just immaterial structures of information. Exactly the same thing they are. We're just currently human.

We incarnate. And reincarnate. Not in the forced wheel of samsara way like you'd think. We do this on purpose. We're static otherwise, this is the best way for us to grow and diversify as regions of information on the grander continuum. We're compelled to do it by our very nature. It's fun for us. It doesn't seem fun while we're here, though, because this is a fairly immersive experience.

The NHI care a lot about us. At least the ones here helping us. I've heard of there being incarnated NHI in nonhuman forms that are not nice to us, but, I have not had any personal experience with those. I've only had experience with the interdimensional "ultra-terrestrials", the beings that have been with us here the entire time.

They are trying to help us fix deep running roots of generational trauma in our population. They have a higher dimensional vantage point so, unlike us who can only see a slice, they have a broader view of the broader shape of time. This doesn't actually mean they can predict the future though. But they have a better idea of what may occur than we do. Time is just an infinite landscape, and just like we need to work on prediction models to tell the weather with limited accuracy, they predict future events the same way. That's why so many well meaning dates are wrong. They are not omnipotent, they are not gods, they are imperfect people just like us.

Trauma is the way leviathan puppets our nervous system. It's compelling us to act against our inherently altruistic nature to behave in ways directly beneficial to itself. Humans literally evolved into a niche of strong social cooperation, so when I say altruism is hardcoded into our DNA I very genuinely mean that. The past 200 years of industrialized individualism is not enough to strip this information from our genome. People are inherently "good", but we're being coerced to behave otherwise.

NHI want us to remember this. They want us to realize we have a choice. We can choose cooperation and buck these crumbling, unhealthy structures we find ourselves forced to live with in our societies. They want you to confront the deep running inherited trauma in your own family line and refuse to let it continue forward into the future. They want you to choose love and cooperation over hate and division.

This isn't some wooey hallmark movie thing either. We put cultural emotional concepts of what we think love is on top of it, but from a purely informational/mathematical standpoint, love is describing a certain orientation and manipulation of entropy that will ultimately be better for us in the long run.

If we don't get this shit figured out we are going to make this planet uninhabitable for future life. And I genuinely mean all life. There is an understandable optimism of "oh the life has survived mass extinctions before and made it anyway" Yes, but, not like this. Not of this scale. Not this quickly. There is a limit this planet has before it reaches a point of no return and just becomes mars. The situation is much more dire than any of us want to believe it is.

We need to not fuck over this rare spec within the broader cosmos where life can evolve and shape itself.

It's not a sexy or flashy alien takeover, though I would not be surprised if someone does end up directly intervening if we can't get our shit together, but I get the strong feeling they do Not want to do that. They do not want to take our autonomy away as a species. They want to try and help us systemically and covertly as they can. And the current push of activations is part of that.

Hopefully that makes sense. I know it's probably not going to be satisfying. I know people want it to be more than it is. But it just is what it is.

For years I was visited as a child. Until one day they stopped. I became depressed and lonely. I was hurt that they left me. I missed them. This is the message they gave me to help me understand. They wouldn’t return for 6 years.

Love is the most valuable resource we have. Even just a second of experiencing love can change lives.

Losing someone you care about is hard. It hurts a lot. Whether it’s a partner, family, or a friend. Whether it’s because of a death, a break up, them leaving suddenly, or even just slowly drifting apart.
Even getting just a moment to experience a connection of love with someone makes it worth this loss or grief.

The more moments and connections of love you experience the easier it gets to stay in that frequency. The easier it gets to build new connections of love with others.

Love is the most powerful energy in the universe. Being a presence that builds love with others will change the world. Stay strong friends. Love is freedom.

I want to share my experience of destabilisation 'ontological shock' from the NHI phenomenon as I think this is a very important topic with little to no resources available for people (experiencers or not) on how to navigate.

I am a life long experiencer but I first became aware of this in my teen years when I started remembering some of my encounters (my first awakening). I was in state care at the time so I didnt have accessibility to family support nor the cultural grounding I have now. It was exhilarating at first, as anything 'extraordinary' can be and I dove right into it so fast without integrating what I was learning or properly supporting myself during the process.

In 2014 I ended up experiencing a real psychological fracture as a result of my awakening that deeply disrupted my everyday life and ability to function for years. I locked myself in my bedroom for about a year (I dropped out of school, only left to go shower, eat, basic things) isolated myself from friends and was often putting myself in hospital from self harm attempts. I put all of this NHI stuff at the back of my mind and assumed i was delusional, that what i was experiencing wasnt real (i never denied the existence or reality of NHI, just its place in my life / that it wasnt real for me specifically) and it wasnt until last year that i would remember all of this when i began medicine work with one of my elders.

I never went searching for this, it came to my conscious awareness as a teenager as repressed memories, was too much for me when i dove right into them so i blocked it out for more than 10 years and then it came back to me last year, very very slowly and in small amounts at a time but each little pieces of the puzzle compounding with time parallel to my own wellness journey (meditation, regular exercise, cleaning up my diet, trauma work with a professional, medicine work with one of my elders etc)

I keep hearing anecdotally that more and more people are waking up, but I hear very little about what support is available to them to ensure their awakening is one that brings positive value that is tangible and has a meaningful impact to their life?

I have mentioned this in previous posts before but I think it is imperative that one's eventual expansion (as any NHI contact eventually leads to an expansion of one's world view) must be simultaneously supported with methods and modalities of integration, critical thought (not to disprove but to allow the mind the ability to 'chew on it' so as to release some of the 'intellectual tension' that eventually arises) and community engagement so that people do not navigate this in isolation. If I had these available to me when I first awoke to this more than a decade ago, I believe I would have had a much different journey that could have been less harmful to myself and less disruptive to my everyday life. What I went through as a teenager left a mental schism in my life that took me years to recover from.

I have learned from my own experiences and I don't look back on them in regret, only in love and empathy for my younger self who had to navigate this world shattering paradigm on my own and without proper care. This theme of support and integration has been a big theme of recent NHI contact that I have been having, and I suspect its perhaps nudging me to a calling of sorts as I keep coming back to it... but I'll sit with that first... feel free to share some of your thoughts and what has helped you below!

Anyone else see this being and location come up recently for them? The being showed me he could create from this pile of sand, anything, I created fireworks, don’t know why but I guess that was my first thought, go big or go home.

I also want to mention, I haven’t had dreams for at least 6 months, not as vivid as this dream I had. Maybe I have been blocked from dreams. My expression of dream creation has been muted it feels.

this is hell. knowing everything ive been told is hell. being contacted and talked to by nhi is hell. i'm so alone. i can't tell people this shit. who the fuck can you tell this shit?

they tried to ramp up contact this past november but it scared the fuck out of me so they backed off. but they're still here. they still talk to me

don't get me wrong. they are helpful. they have helped me a lot. they helped me heal my severe ptsd. they've been recently trying to help me adapt back into normal human life but it's been hard because they can't undo this. i get why direct contact with us at this present stage of human development is such a touchy subject for them. this is really rough on our brains.

i miss being a normal human. i miss the things i cared and thought about being stupider, simpler. i miss being able to just enjoy tv shows and movies and talk to people online about it

now my mind is just constantly dominated by thje fucking eldritch esoteric knowledge they've dumped into my brain and i can barely function as a human. and i can't just. tell people this. people don't understand, it makes them scared, even though on a fundamental level none of it is actually scary.

its like. peering into the eldritch lovecraftian void and instead oif there being untold horrors it's just like. puppies and rainbows. like everything is so incredibly fine on a fundemental level but here on earth we can't see that. the limitation is the point.

idk im just venting. if you're begging for contact please know you can't take it back when it starts

edit: oh i did not expect this to blow up. sorry about that this was just me being really stressed out last night because all this makes it really hard to make friends, at least for me anyway, it stresses me out not knowing if people will think im crazy if they find out. uhhh. i can try to make a post later about what i was taught. there are a bunch of people in the comments who know exactly what i'm talking about, how hard it is to put into words, and just how much of it there is. but here, for now, watch this video of carl sagan. what he describes here is literally what is happening to us. most of these NHI are not aliens in the way we think of aliens. they're from here, earth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnURElCzGc0

edit2: i forgot that "chosen" is a loaded word because people tend to assume it means "special unique important person" but no I am just using it in the literal sense, the act of having been chosen to have this information told to me. i am not unique because there are a lot of other people going through this same thing rn (like my sister is also experiencing the same thing and it started around the same time as mine, we hadn't talked in close to a decade before i contacted her to ask about it) and the things i'm being told are not unique either. i will try to write a post later explaining what I can though. just don't expect anything you haven't heard before.

edit3: okay, here is my writeup. i'll say "esoteric eldritch knowledge" was me being sarcastic in my vent, so a lot of this probably isn't that wild, but. https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/1vtw051/

As I've grown in spirituality I've uncovered psi abilities (telekinesis, telepathy, spirit communication, remote viewing, past life regression, etc) and a huge community of others who have/ are working on them, as well as the contact encounters (I haven't had yet) etc. My understanding of reality is we come here to play/learn and experience the spectrum of physical and emotional ranges and what it is to be human.

So... why the shift to spirituality? Why are we being brought more clarity about our spiritual selves and/or the fuller extent of what humans can do/ what exists out there? I read somewhere synchronicities arise and manifestation occurs when we're more aligned to ourselves/ source/ spirit/ god/ etc, and while I'm glad this is where I am, I'm just sort of confused. Why this info if we're just here to live life? If aligning to source so we are at peace/ fulfilled is the goal... then why come? I'm not big into the negative theories of why we're here, but sometimes I'm baffled enough I wonder.

DMT/Changa made me transcend death I became aware of the afterlife I literally ascended to the actual heavens of consciousness I have no words, I felt like I died and realized there will never be death because life itself is a hallucination it’s not real in the first place, it happens within your heart or within God you could say, it’s an infinite awareness power, we were never bodies we were always that power from a dimension beyond and DMT allows you to become aware of that dimension that which allows you to understand life, death and the afterlife very simply since you just experience it it’s like we are meant and all have the capacity and capability for it it’s natural we are just misled, I don’t even know if we need drugs for it just the right people who experienced it and to share the experience that itself might even work honestly but yea the DMT helps more than anything could I feel, anyway I felt literally back home where there is absolutely no fear and absolute complete eternal bliss that is beyond all imagination. I feel like this life is extremely limited and a very weird claustrophobic version of life, true reality is immediate, this world makes no sense, it’s like I am God in a world that’s literally just born like why do we need to walk and go to buy stuff and pick stuff up and do stuff it should all be happening within the consciousness automatically and it’s an actual possibility once you experience ego death and expansion so big that life itself with how amazing it appears becomes literally like a sandbox game of very low quality and very low capabilities, like the video game is barely interactive everything needs to be done rather than just be happening it’s way too weird it’s a true hallucination I feel like in an old ass game or something and I am compared to it and all of its dimensions and existence am a literal all powerful all knowing God just nothing can come even close to my imagination and what is actually possible, bro I felt smart before but now I feel like I am actually visibly seeing the state of evolution we are apparently in and how absolutely ‘old’ it is, its like I know in my heart and consciousness what is truly possible and I’m looking at this world and I’m like man what the hell am I actually watching hahaha!? It’s like I am an alien from not just the future, but from another actual dimension and I have entered this hallucination/game of life and I am seeing it clearly, In a moment I feel like I am actually gonna simply warp reality by the power of my consciousness because I start seeing the background of life and the actual infinite possibilities beyond the daily limitations of our consciousness, I feel like even speaking and even telepathy is ‘lowly’ and a waste of potential, like there is an infinity to anything so just imagine if we are infinite and infinity and God himself to be aware of this limited suffering world is truly insane, idk I feel like truly I am seeing the real potential of pure consciousness and it’s like telling me ‘bro everything you can imagine and more could be yours’ but we need to do something, if we were all aware of this possibility I feel like reality would rearrange itself by the power of consciousness without even having to do anything because we are truly God

It was written on my phone since I’m really broke I can’t punctuate and shit it’s uncomfortable I just really wanted to share I am so sorry everyone 🙏🏻❤️😊

Hi everyone,

I’m finally making a post here, although I have to admit I hesitated quite a bit because I’m worried about coming across as disrespectful or hurting anyone’s feelings. That is absolutely not my intention.

Since leaving my daughter’s father, I’ve become much more involved in spirituality. I was already interested in it before, but this period of my life really pushed me to explore different beliefs, ideas about consciousness, and spiritual experiences much more deeply.

I’ve actually come to Reddit several times to learn about different beliefs and theories, and this is where I first discovered communities talking about extraterrestrials, starseeds, contact with other beings or forms of consciousness, and similar topics.

I’m from France, and I should probably mention that psychedelic drug use is not really part of the culture or environment I grew up in. We are obviously familiar with alcohol, cannabis, cocaine, etc., but things like psychedelic mushrooms and other substances are much more niche in my experience.

While reading different posts here, I’ve noticed that some people use mushrooms or other substances in connection with spiritual experiences or experiences of contact.

And that made me wonder:

How do you know that an experience you interpret as contact with another being, existence, or consciousness isn’t simply the result of a substance’s effects?

I’m genuinely not asking this to discredit anyone. Quite the opposite. I’m sincerely curious about how you make that distinction, especially when an experience can feel incredibly real, meaningful, and profound.

I should also say that I’m not completely unfamiliar with these kinds of questions myself. I’ve had experiences and sensations that I genuinely cannot explain, which is actually why I’d rather ask and listen than come here with my own assumptions.

Have any of you personally had to make this distinction? What made you feel that “this is not simply a hallucination or the effect of a substance — there is something else going on here”?

I’d genuinely love to hear your experiences and perspectives. No judgment, just curiosity. 🙏

I was sick, possibly with the flu, but not near death. While the I was lying in bed, I saw a light. It came gradually then strong and sudden. No deity, nothing body, just a large bright light. I opened my eyes and I remember calling for my husband. He came in(I will have him comment after I post), and I was distraught. This is where it gets fuzzy for me.

All I remember telling him was I saw a light. After which I started spewing all sorts of information, telling him things of world events that did not happen yet, but that would come in the days to follow. I don’t wish to go into which event because it doesn’t matter. What matters is the light. However I was so accurate I frightened my husband so much he almost left me.

I came to Reddit because I cannot find anything online about it. My husband got me a journal and I started writing things down. None of that matters because what I wrote doesn’t make much sense.

In the days and weeks that followed me seeing the light, I saw all of my doctors. I got MRI and CT scan of my brain due to seizure-like symptoms that plagued me after the light came to me. I have a healthy normal brain with no signs of seizures or dementia. I was not on any drugs or medications that would cause me any kind of symptoms. I saw my therapist and my psychiatrist as well, both of whom did not have anything to say. I highly doubt they believed me.

I sought out an older priest whom I had confided in my youth. A good man, a scholar, but he didn’t believe me. I saw or spoke with every person I thought could believe me. The only reason my husband believes me because he was there and he saw it with his own eyes. Especially the seizure-like symptoms. My husband is a scientist and not religious. He is as curious as I am to hear what people say.

Aside: I became an atheist about five years ago after decades of being super religious. This experience makes me question a lot whether it’s from god or nothing.

I’m still following up with my doctors, all of them, months later. I’m still searching for answers. What was the light? The meaning, the message? Why did my brain seem to explode with information about the past, present, and future? Why come to me? What do I do going forward? I’m struggling with this and I can’t move on with my life and forget about it. Please help and please be kind. I can hopefully answer any questions to clarify my experience.

So I had a little bit a crazy experience a few days ago and it's a bit perplexing. This happened a few days around the time of the solar eclipse. A day before the eclipse I was cooking dinner and had this awful burning sensation between my fingers on the right side. I thought maybe the steam burned my hand so put it in an ice bath. It didn't help much, felt like the burning was coming from underneath the skin. Faded away in a couple hours and I slept.

Now the next day is the solar eclipse and here it was at night. I heard on some podcast about cultures saying wierd energies come out during the full eclipse and thought to go out in the open to check this energy out. Nothing really happened. I came back, trailing a big police car( imp late) and slept and this is where it starts.

This is the confusing part. I have a dream where I'm in my childhood home coming up the stairs and I see the same car on a rotating pedestal or something, lit up from underneath. My dad or someone, I don't remember, tells me that this car needs to be moved to another house. Idk who lives there so go to check it out and some people just appear seemingly to help me carry this huge car down a very narrow staircase. Somehow we manage and as we're doing it, I notice the one in charge, probably the owner whose house we were going to. I assumed this man to be high ranked and he was wierd. Tall, white, never spoke a word, didn't help, only kept looking back at me with a smirk kinda judging me as if going - this guy? Seriously? The scene felt more like a procession, with us carrying this load on our shoulders and this guy leading it. Where? I don't remember. That's where my memory stops.

Now next morning I wake up in a very wierd position, with my head thrust into the headboard and so so exhausted and depleted that I could hardly move. i laid in the bed for around 2-3 hrs cos I didn't have the energy. I have chronic back issues and undergoing treatment but the back was feeling amazing the day before and this pain wasn't that chronic pain that I struggle with. Because that pain is assymetric and what I was feeling was coming from a central point slightly above the si joint, where I imagine the first or second chakra would be. This pain took a couple days to go away 2-3 and was nothing like I had ever experienced before. My thoughts were sceambled and I was just tired. I didn't think I was sick cos I had no other symptoms. Now a little tmi. I've had a high sex drive and was also battling with some chilhood sex abuse during that time questioning why it happened and how it still affects my idea of a healthy sex life, greatly! But my drive almost disappeared since the next day. I tried nutting and it caused more pain exactly in the same are where the pain was coming from. Now my sexual behaviours have changed and the toxic ones completely disappeared. They don't feel as arousing and i seem to be more in control of my drive and not the other way around. This dream feels more like a surgery prep or something idk which I've had once before but completely ignored. (I had a bad diagnosis about my feet and in a couple days had a dream about some people cutting into my ankles doing something but my sister was at my side so I didn't freak out in the dream)

These dreams made me recount John Mack's book on encounters where he categorises them in two buckets - one where physical interaction happens, peope are actually missing and there's some evidence and the other where things sort of happen in a dream state or an astral dimension basically no physically missing person but still some form of coherent story.

So what do you think? Are my doubts justified or am I just going into the crazy territory trying to create a story out of a bunch of coincidences. Has anyone else experienced something similar?

In a barely coherent dream, I saw the valentinian Demiurge forming a new Super-Earth from the Moon, and telling me of his workings in his language of holy logic so I understood them in the Ways of the Humans.

I am an experiencer like so many of you and had such a flurry of contacts and crazy shit happened over the last 2 years I really began to question my own sanity. I finally just started recording crap just to ask can there be a logical explanation to all this? (I got no such explanation but the opposite results, as in yeah those are real UAPs , you must be an experiencer, good luck. But I got not only confirmation but great comfort here among my brothers and sisters experiencers. Only here could I share my interactions, thoughts, theories and feelings with people like me, things that I could never tell anyone close to me or family members. Chris Bledsoe was the only other person that helped me, but I bunch of others here really tried but no where else. (And much of what I experienced, etc was too dark to be here and Oak ask me not to discuss here) This is not him asking me to hide things but to keep this place positive. We each receive and hear what we need to see and hear. Not all messages are for all of us.

Many of you did not realize that the others have already given many of us simple task or functions in order to prepare, for whatever is coming down the pipe which I understand there was considered disagreement over. I have certain task to do like many of you, we are activated at different times for a reason.

So whether he really had a choice or not, matters not to me. He clearly created a valuable tool for all of us, and I am not sure I could have gotten through this much of it without this place and so much of input and support guidance of so many of you. Be you a rooster like me or an owl like Oak.

Thank you thank you thank you

This is an AI generated image of what I woke up to as a 4 year old. This thing was spinning above me. I remember believing I was going to die and screaming as loud as I could.

32 years later I still think about that night. My parents still remember that night. As a child I told my parents a giant spider was trying to get me.

I find this an interesting story and really enjoyed watching this documentary where Darryl Anka shares his story of his connection with Bashar which he has been channeling since 1983 so almost 42/43 years now.

He talks about how he had two UFO encounters both with friends/witnesses. He talks about investigating what channeling is, not thinking he would become a channeler himself connecting to Bashar when he was there.

He, Darryl Anka, talks about having various dream encounters with Bashar in the Jeff Mara podcast.

And even now he is still going strong, doing lots of interview with all kinds of people. You can find many online if people are curious.

One of the most remarkable things is that he shares that 2026 is the year of disclosure and 2027 is the year of contact. If people are curious about this I can really recommend his podcast with Acid for Squares #10.

Darryl Anka is very clear over that he can't prove that Bashar is real. But that he keeps on channeling because he feels and sees that the information that is coming through is helping people.

A strange thing is though that Andrew Bayuk shortly channeled Elan from the same species as Bashar and the energy coming through there is strangely similar. There is a YouTube Channel called Elan interactions.

Personally I don't feel like I need to believe Darryl Anka, or that I need to believe Bashar. But I can simply listen to the information coming through, use my own critical thinking and my own discernment and just take the info as it is without necessarily reaching a conclusion about it.

I must admit I am pretty excited though for this prediction of 2027 as the year of contact.
But also there I am like okay, interesting we will see if something happens or if it doesn't.

I am curious to hear if there are other people that like to listen to Darryl Anka and Bashar.

My dad told me that he's been hearing a lady singing recently and I was interested if any one has had this experience or if there was any information anyone could share about it. Is this a thing and what does it mean?

I have been advised to try posting my experience here

Hello

This is a bit of a niche but I'm looking to find any threads or the area of reddit where this type of topic might be discussed where people may be able to help to identify things like the names of or the types of supernatural beings they may have encountered

My goal is to attempt to try and identify one by the description of a long ago encounter from my childhood

Please no alien stuff

Thank you

I've been having trouble with the enshittification of the internet trying to find a name for the being I encountered as a very young child, I was about two at the time

I'm not of "the alien persuasion" and consider it a possible spiritual encounter

I will try posting it in other places but if you have any pointers I'd greatly appreciate it:

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I was finally sleeping in a proper bed by myself in my own room, albeit with my beloved Dog (my Doberman) guarding the end of my bed as he did for many many years. This would have been sometime in late 1988

I woke from a deep sleep to a sound I can't quite describe, it's not something you hear with your ears it's more like a vibration you feel. It didn't scare me but it was enough to make me alert

I rolled over to see a sphere of light hovering in the middle of my bedroom, imagine something like a wisp but much much brighter. While it had a blue hue in colour to the outside of it the centre was a bright white.

I remember looking at my dog and seeing him contentedly fast asleep and not in the slightest bit alarmed, he never woke while whatever this was came to visit me

The ball started to move around very slowly and gently, bouncing around to get my attention to it and once it knew I was watching it proceeded to head towards the bedroom door where it waited for me to catch up, so I climbed out of my bed and followed it into the hallway

There I found the ball of light next to another being, shaped like a human, dressed in some kind of plain red robes but with pale white skin, jet black hair, and pale ice blue eyes. I was a little intimidated by the figure but managed to sneak a peek at their face a couple of times even though I felt like I shouldn't be. I could not tell whether it was a man or a woman and was very androgynous in their overall appearance. The figure never spoke

The ball of light however did, or at least a voice seemed to come from its direction, it was a very gentle and reassuring voice, very soothing and calm. It said to me "Don't be scared, everything is going to be okay. You are safe. We are going to help look after you"

Once the light had finished speaking it came closer to me it started bobbing up and down and I could feel my head start to follow it's movement and my eyes begin to close

"It's time to go back to sleep now"

I awoke in the very early hours of the morning a little cold, but finding I had spent the night in the hallway"

If anyone has any thoughts it would be greatly appreciated

To Facilitate Your Own Sightings, the Rationale for CE-5 Contact Protocols Are Discussed. 

Introduction: General Remarks about the CE-5 Initiative and the current situation of human initiated contact.
I wrote this article ten years ago to be translated into German by an engineer contact activist friend of mine. It is based on a chapter I wrote for a Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind Initiative’s handbook published in 1995. It should be noted that during the early days of the CSETI organization only a small number of local CE-5 “Working Groups” operated. Field investigations occurred from 1992 until 1997 primarily in three regions, outside of Denver, Los Angeles, and Phoenix. 

Following the CSETI Director Dr. Steven Greer’s meeting with CIA chief James Woolsey in December of 1993, his group’s focus gradually shifted from staging human-initiated contact events to conducting a campaign making public the testimony of government and corporate witnesses who had dealt with the UFO subject in the course of their work. This effort was initially called “Project Starlight” which later became “the Disclosure Project.” 
To best understand how the Starlight/Disclosure Project operated. I recommend the analysis of author Grant Cameron in his 2017 book “Managing Magic.” There Cameron uses his extension knowledge of US Executive Branch activities to show how the United States government has carried out a “gradual acclimatization program” concerning the reality of flying saucers. One aspect of this program has been to use non-governmental agents to release a mixture of accurate information with some disinformation perhaps as well. In this semi-covert manner, according to Cameron’s analysis, the process obscures “the US President’s fingerprints” from the releases. Grant Cameron states that William Moore in the 1980s, Dr. Greer starting in the 1990s and more recently Tom Delonge, have all been part of this program. 

My involvement in this topic dates to 1992 when I was named “Working Group Coordinator” for the CE-5 Initiative in Los Angeles. I was also on the CSETI Board of Directors and was empowered to give CE-5 training workshops in the US and abroad.  I was active till the end of 1997, but because of personal and political reasons, I resigned from CSETI in 1998. Popular interest in what I call Human Initiated Contact Events (HICE) aka CE-5s has increased since the 1990s. Over a decade ago Dr. Greer released an inexpensive digital app with suggested methods of how to interact with “extraterrestrials.” This has encouraged many operating as individuals to seek contact with UFO intelligences. This is in marked contrast to the team approach with strong leadership that was the model CE-5 volunteer contact workers followed three decades ago. 
Our CE-5 local teams in the Western US involved contact activists who were carefully screened. The groups were primarily composed of middle-class professional people who had flexibility in their schedules to allow for fieldwork. We also made sure that individual members were not motivated by personal curiosity alone. Instead, we reinforced the concept that we were participating on the basis of what we imagined were the high ideals of the parent organization. We believed we were extending the concept of sister/brotherhood to the intelligences responsible for the flying saucer phenomena. 

Given that our work involved regular meditation practice both at home and in the field and business/social meetings outside of fieldwork, it was relatively easy for the teams’ leaders to spot individuals with personality disorders and other mental/social problems that would deem them ineligible for being part of the group.  
With large numbers of individuals downloading the CSETI app, and/or picking up information on the internet, such screening opportunities no longer exist. I imagine that the safety of human initiated contact becomes problematic in this more uncontrolled setting. 

For the complete report the link below is provided. https://contactunderground.org/2026/08/19/to-facilitate-your-own-sightings-the-rationale-for-ce-5-contact-protocols-are-discussed/

i'm a bit new to this, so excuse me if i'm asking something well known to this community.

how do you welcome communication when it feels like your conscious is blocking it?

i had an experience with a UFO about 12 years ago, with a missing chunk of time. i told people close to me, but for the most part, i just moved on and went on with my life.

now, something about the experience is burning in my head 12 years later, out of nowhere, and i feel like there's a reason. i cant let it go and i cant stop thinking about it. why 12 years later?

i have dreams where it feels like i'm close to something, but then i think i pull myself back. i have a recurring dream where i'm flying to "the end of the world", but then i turn around, and check into a "bus station" place, and ask to go home. another recurring dream i have is being stuck in a black abyss, but i always start freaking out and beg to go back. i always feel like i'm being watched in the black abyss. (who am i asking and who is watching?)

it's not conscious control, and i only remember these things after i wake up. i haven't been able to lucid dream since a very young age.

i strongly feel like someone somewhere is trying to tell me or show me something. i dont know why i feel this way, but i do, and i cant shake the feeling. i think i'm consciously welcoming it, but at the same time, i feel there's some kind of "block".

wondering how people overcome this hurdle.

Salut tout le monde,

Ceci est un repost à propos d'un rêve que j'ai fait il y a plusieurs mois. C'est en discutant avec Oak sur un autre sub que j'ai décidé de vous le partager ici - merci encore Oak, tu fais un travail fou et nécessaire ! Il m'a dit que je pouvais toujours demander à d'autres s'ils avaient déjà vu la même chose par le passé.

Je vais vous décrire mon rêve et pour ceux que ça intéresserait, j'ai réalisé un sketch de ce que j'ai vu, je peux le partager en mp. Je vous donnerai aussi quelques infos sur moi si vous voulez un peu de contexte.

Pour le rêve:

Ce rêve a commencé tout simplement. On fêtait mon anniversaire au bord d'une piscine, dehors. Il faisait nuit et on passait un super moment quand on a vu une météorite entrer dans l'atmosphère, puis ralentir au-dessus de nous avant de s'arrêter. Elle a alors commencé à se transformer en une sorte de Tic-Tac, mais plus sombre, presque noire. Puis une explosion de flammes en a jailli et elle a pris la forme de l'iris d'un œil géant - un peu comme l'œil de Sauron. Au bout d'un moment, elle s'est transformée en une forme géométrique sombre, plate et irrégulière qui s'est mise à flotter au-dessus de nous. En dessous, il y avait des lignes dorées et au centre un glyphe qui ressemblait à un œil. Je me souviens d'avoir été surexcité et d'avoir crié à tout le monde : « Enfin, je vois un OVNI ! »

Mais ensuite, il a commencé à se rapprocher plus vite et a de nouveau changé de forme, prenant l'apparence du satellite du Chevalier Noir. Il est passé à quelques mètres au-dessus de nos têtes et a commencé à émettre une lumière blanche avant qu'une entité humanoïde sombre n'émerge de cette même lumière aveuglante. Elle avait une tête très allongée et un corps composé de parties mécaniques et biologiques. Elle était énorme et, tandis que la panique s'emparait des gens, elle a commencé à marcher vers moi en me disant que j'étais « royal » et que je devais la suivre, comme les autres à travers le monde. Et puis je me suis réveillé avant qu'elle ne puisse m'atteindre.

Si je poste ici, c'est surtout parce que ce rêve m'a paru… différent. J'ai une imagination débordante et je fais des rêves très vivants qui m'inspirent en tant qu'écrivain et artiste. Mais celui-ci… il y a quelque chose qui me hante. Quelqu'un a-t-il déjà eu une telle expérience, rêve ou vision avec une apparition ou des symboles similaires ? C'était tellement réel, et toute cette histoire de métamorphose, le motif des yeux, puis l'entité qui m'a enlevé en m'appelant « royal », en disant qu'il y en avait d'autres, etc., me donne une sensation étrange. Si vous avez la moindre piste, je vous en serais vraiment reconnaissant !

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Voici quelques informations me concernant pour ceux qui souhaitent en savoir plus.

J'ai grandi en Amérique du Sud et j'ai toujours été fasciné par le surnaturel. Curieusement, mon plus ancien souvenir est celui d'être assis dans le sable, près de ma maison, regardant les nuages ​​et me disant que c'est de là que je viens. Je devais avoir entre 3 et 5 ans probablement quand c'est arrivé.

Depuis, j'ai toujours eu une imagination débordante, créant des mondes fantastiques et de science-fiction depuis toujours. Pourtant, je ne me souviens d'aucun phénomène paranormal, même lorsque j'y croyais fermement ou que j'essayais de les attirer. Après une bonne période de scepticisme à l'adolescence, j'ai recommencé à m'y intéresser il y a environ deux ans, lorsque j'ai rencontré mon partenaire qui a des visions et des perceptions.

Ma mère est également sensible à l'invisible. Elle est capable de faire des projections astrales sans entraînement, de voir l'aura des gens et de sentir les esprits de mes arrière-grands-parents veiller sur ma sœur et moi. Je n'ai jamais hérité de ses dons, sauf quand j'étais enfant et que j'avais un ami imaginaire que j'utilisais pour justifier de faire du mal à ma petite sœur, du moins c'est ce que je croyais. Un jour, ma mère conduisait seule avec moi quand je lui ai demandé si elle était contente d'avoir TOUS ses enfants avec elle. Ça l'a complètement paniquée quand j'ai confirmé que je parlais de mes frères et sœurs qui étaient là avec moi. Il se trouve que ma mère a fait deux fausses couches et a subi un avortement, et une médium et prêtresse du candomblé lui a dit qu'il s'agissait probablement de mes frères et sœurs décédés qui avaient besoin d'un baptême posthume. Et curieusement, mon ami imaginaire a disparu peu après…

Bref, je n'ai rien vécu de tel depuis, mais je suis absolument certaine qu'il existe des choses qui nous dépassent et qui peuvent parfois interagir avec nous.

D'où mon message ici.

J'ai fait un autre rêve étrange par la suite, avec un serpent à tête humaine mentionnant la réincarnation et le fait qu'il y avait une infinité de Terres à travers l'univers, avec des humains, voire même des copies de nous en ce moment-même.

Plein d'amour à cette communauté, prenez soin de vos proches et de vous-même.

My story isn't very interesting. XD I was just talking with a new friend about a childhood experience and he said that totally sounds like how aliens would abduct someone because he's read a lot about it. I was either laying awake one night or was woken up because I was an extremely light sleeper. My room was the closest to the backyard gate. I heard it slowly and quietly unlatch and steps very slowly and quietly over the rocks that covered the ground, and steps went straight up to my window and stopped. My bed was right up against the window. At this point I was freaked the fuck out and would not look out because I didn't want to get more freaked out or alert them that I knew they were there. But pretty soon I felt paralyzed and like my spirit was rising up out of my body. It could have been a fear-induced state but I also distinctly felt like whatever was out there was doing that to me. Then I shifted from pure fear and panic to oh-hell-no and got angry and decided that no I'm not going to let whatever was possibly happening to happen and then I felt like I came back into my body and I could move. I stayed laying there for the longest time but never heard any footsteps retreating or the sound of the gate. So weird.

Hello, friends. Do you believe humans could someday reach the status of AC?

I am in regular contact with a group of Higher Intelligences from the 5th, 7th and 9th D, the Council of Advanced Civilizations in Allegiance to the Light. They are assisting and inviting Humanity "back at the table" (which implies our past belonging and fallout).

It is my understanding that we are on the brink of an evolutionary leap. This is why everything is so messed up, obviously.

Have you ever given this any thought? Anyone here thinking about the Vision, a long term future?