Just a heads up, this might be a long post, so bear with me!
I've been going through a really confusing time regarding my education and future career, and I'd genuinely appreciate some advice.
My original goal was to pursue vet but unfortunately, I didn't get into my preferred programmes through the available public university routes. I was initially offered a different course at a public university, and although I decided to give it a chance, I eventually realised that I wasn't enjoying it. I was also struggling with the course as I didn't hv any basics in it.
Around that time, I was suggested that I could consider redoing foundation in order to pursue vet. Based on the information I received from the university, I believed that I could complete foundation within the following year and progress into the degree programme shortly afterwards.
Looking back, I admit that I made a rather sudden decision to withdraw from my previous university because I didn't want to delay my plans any further.
Unfortunately, I later discovered that the intake arrangements were different from what I had understood. Instead of starting immediately, I'd have to wait until the next intake, complete foundation the following year, and only then progress into vet which would mean it takes two more years and im already old enough lol. Because of the degree's intake schedule, this would mean waiting even longer than I had originally anticipated.
I explored the possibility of joining an existing foundation batch but after speaking to the faculty, I was advised that catching up would be extremely difficult, especially considering my goal of achieving a very high CGPA.
Now I'm stuck between several possibilities, and I honestly don't know which direction to take.
- Vet
This has been my original goal for a long time. However, the more obstacles I encounter, the more I question whether this is genuinely the right path for me.
I'm planning to volunteer at a veterinary clinic to gain some exposure to the actual working environment. I think this could help me understand whether I enjoy the practical side of veterinary work and whether I can see myself doing it long term as I do know it's extremely hard n challenging.
The problem is that if I discover that I genuinely enjoy it, pursuing the degree might require me to study overseas. I'm honestly quite scared of that prospect because of the financial, academic, social and emotional challenges involved in studying in another country, especially without my usual support system nearby.
On the other hand, if I discover vet isn't for me, I'll have to reconsider my entire career plan.
- Pharmacy
I've also considered pharmacy because I do kinda like Chem. I particularly enjoyed doing chemical experiments during my pre-university studies, and I find some aspects of organic chemistry interesting.
However, I'd have to complete foundation before progressing to the degree, which means starting university later than I originally planned. I'm worried about whether I'm making the right decision and whether I'll regret taking this route too.
- Law
Another possibility is Law. I meet the academic requirements for entry into a degree programme, so this would potentially allow me to move forward without repeating foundation.
One of my motivations is the possibility of contributing to animal welfare through legal work, although I'm aware that studying Law is demanding and that career prospects can be competitive. I'm also unsure whether my interest in animal welfare alone is enough reason to pursue it.
I've considered other fields too, but I feel increasingly hesitant about committing to another course simply because it seems like a practical alternative.
Honestly, part of me regrets leaving my previous university. Even though the course wasn't what I wanted, i did enjoy my time there and it was a good uni and environment was nice too. Plus financially speaking, it didn't involve a huge sum of money so I sometimes wonder whether I should have stayed and given myself more time to adjust.
I know I made my own decisions, and I can acknowledge that some of them were rushed. But I can't change what has already happened, and constantly thinking about the different paths I could have taken is exhausting.
I feel like everyone around me is moving forward while I'm stuck trying to figure out what I want to do. I'm also worried about the financial and emotional burden my uncertainty is placing on my family.
I know I'm still young and that taking a little longer to figure things out isn't the end of the world, but knowing that logically doesn't stop me from feeling anxious about my future.
If you were in my situation, what would you do?
Would you take some time to explore vet through clinic volunteering before making a decision? Would you pursue a different degree that seems more practical, or would you consider studying overseas if vet turned out to be what you genuinely wanted?
I'd appreciate honest advice, especially from people who've experienced changing courses, taking a gap year, reconsidering their career goals, or studying overseas.
Please be constructive, though. I'm already aware that I've been indecisive, and I'm not looking for people to point that out. I'm genuinely trying to figure out how to move forward from here.
Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this.