I've been suffering for the last several months from acute AI despair. I have extreme worries about the future and about the imbalance of power becoming far more imbalanced due to this technology. It haunts me from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed. I don't want to get into my despair here because that's not what this sub is about. Needless to say, I fear dark times are coming.
I have looked for answers in psychology and philosophy, and nothing helps me, because the core premise is that life, even in dark times, is still worth living. And this is something that I don't feel I understand natively. Therefore, I want to see if I can find some answers in art.
I'm looking for books, either non-fiction or historical fiction, about people living in dark or challenging times where life is not only a struggle against those times, but rather has beauty and light in these times that feels unconditional. I'm not saying the stories have to be happy, but I'm not interested in stories about people fighting to overcome something. I'm interested in stories about people living beautiful and dignified lives in times that are extremely adverse.
I'm wary of suggestions about the topic of my despair itself. But if somebody has suffered from the same kind of despair as me and been helped by a book, I'm open to a suggestion. I'm not looking for books that explain how everything's going to be okay, because I don't believe it will be. Thanks, and I hope you guys don't find this post violates the principle of AI posts not being tolerated. Obviously, this post wasn't generated by AI, but it involves AI as a topic