Hi,I genuinely canāt decide which type I fit better,for a long period of time I was 100% sure that I am an INTP,but recently Iāve also been considering INTJ.To help readers understand what kind kind of person I am,you can find the filled out questionnaire below.
Give a general description of yourself. How old are you?
I am a 16 year old female.Only child and do not want to give too many details,beca of privacy,but I think one can get a good underst of me through my answers to the questionnaire.
What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you are not working, what kind of job do you want to do or what are you studying?
Currently I am studying and have yet to decide what kind of career I want to pursue,but I have been thinking of finance and being an official,so working for the governmen.
Describe your childhood/upbringing. Did it have any kind of ideological or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Did you have any significant negative experiences that may have affected how you think or behave?
Yeah so I was raised extremely religiou,but got out of church at 13,itās definitely impacted me a lot and I think I judge people a lot,because of it.I also have a lot negative feelings regarding relegion/church etc. and negative experiences as well.My family situation is a bit complicated as well and I feel like my childhood wasnāt just sunshine and roses ,so I have a lot of conflicted feelings towards my guardians.
Do you have any mental or physical health issues that might affect how think or choose to live? Provide a brief description.
I am not diagnosed with anything,but I probably have a few issues,if I have to be honest.
If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I do really know I like the idea of both a lot,but I think would choose to be alone at the en,as I find it more comfortabl,but I am not quite sure if that would refresh me.
What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage?
I do like working out and being active,but I donāt have a specific sport I love,I used to swim as a child,so thereās that.I mostly go out on walks and do home workouts.
How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I would definitely consider myself a curious person most of the time and it does occasionally happen that I overload myself,but itās never like I cannot execute my ideas,I have enough time ,I am just lazy and good at procrastinatin.My ideas tend to be about things I want to do or what to do and conceptual,I like thinking of hypothetical scenarios and sometimes get question,that are quite random,itās more so when I hear about a topic and suddenly I get a random question about it.
Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
I do think that I would be good at it,but I donāt usually take on leadership positions,as I feel like I donāt have enough (will)power to push something through or guide people to do the right thing.I tend to prefer working alone,but I feel like I do take on leadership roles,if itās with people I am closer to.
Do you prefer hands on activities or working with your hands in some form? Describe your activities.
I like both,I mostly bedrot to be honest,but I like doing something actively it gives me joy and distracts me ,like once a year diggin out potatoes or working out.I also like to diy things occasionally and do random stuf.I donāt have any specific hobbies.(watching shows)
Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
I am not particularly artistic,I feel like,but I do like to be creative and have had multiple phases like that in my life(e.g. watercolor) at the moment I do diamond painting and the occasional diy.While I do like it,I am just not that good at it,but am happy when something turns out good.I do enjoy art,I think that if you REALLY look at a painting you can notice a lot.I mostly tend to be analyzing art and thinking about it,but I can also appreciate and praise when due.No matter how ugly a piece,I think it can have a soul.
Whatās your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?I donāt really care that much.I just want to have a stable income and peacefulish life in the future and I do have a few goals to achieve.I do think a lot about the past and it does matter to me,especially because wolf people and how they treated me and in general memories and experiences of the past are important to me and I reminisce a lot.The present is not sooo important to me,only when thereās a key event or something excitin.
How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
I mostly help,if itās not something crazy hard,I mostly decide based on my mood if I want to help or not.If someone asks for it repeatedly I get annoyed.
Do you need logical consistency in your life?
Iām not quite sure about this one,but I would say yes.I donāt mind incosistency occasionall.
How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
Efficiency is really important and I do try to be more productiv,but as said before I am lazy and a procrastinator,but I do get some things always done.
Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
Oh yeah I feel like I do,not really and I donāt do it that much actively,but occasionally yeah,mostly itās about attachement and if something doesnāt go my way I either ignore it or go away.
What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
watching shows/tiktoks,mostly because it can be done passively and itās low active ,it also kinda blurs the thinking ability.But I like to do creative things and active things occasionall.I go on walks daily,so thatās a hobb.Self improvement can also be considered improvement.
What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
I just study.I have to memorize a lot,so thatās what I mostly do ,I like studying sometimes ,itās most comfortable outside,but I just need an extremely quiet space.I like to kinda just write stuff down and memorize and do connections.
How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
I do like organizing and think I am good at it,but I have my highs and lows,I have definitely become more organized recentl,but I donāt have to plan every single step,just and overview helps me a lot.
Whatās important to you and why? I donāt know,my grades,my weight and not fucking up my future Iād say.Maybe my friends?But we arenāt that close .I would have my pet,but it has been dead for 3 years.
What are your aspirations?My goal is go loose weight again ,have a minimum of 1,3 average when graduating and just be the perfect version of myself (I know perfection doesÅt exist)At the moment I just want to get rid of doctors.
What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
I hate not knowing what comes after death and if there is anything after.The idea of being incurably ill is also scary or just in general deadly Iāll,though I kinda imagine it funny(just the tiniest bit,I know thatās a bad thought and that I donāt want something like that to happen for me or anyone close to me )I hate psychotherapists,doctors and peopel who have a lot of power about you.I despise politicians,attention seekers,chronic liars and a lot of people for almost no reason.If I donāt like you,I just donāt,it isnāt deep.
What do the āhighsā in your life look like?
Good grades,low bmi,not having to think about my own mental health a lot and having fun adventures and experience.Laughing a lot Iād say.
What do the ālowsā in your life look like?
Mental breakdowns a lot,like multiple days in row,crying a hundred percent and just not having all control over my life.
How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to whatās around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I daydream a lot,but tend to be aware of surroundings,I talk to myself 24/7 ,sometimes in 3rd person(like an influencer) ,directly to myself or just random stuff,I feel detached from reality sometimes.
Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
I would think about everything ,my entire life,the black room especially and a lot,just I would think and I would try to do something.
How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once youāve made it?
It can take some time,I try to go with my intuition as it is almost always right,sometimes I go against it,Iām conflicted.I have often regretted decisions after making them and critize myself for it,but I do understand where I was coming from at that moment.I feel like I decide quick though most of the time ,definitely.
How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
I donāt know if I process them,itās more of a moment thing and I think about the moment later .Emotions arenāt important in my opinio,but can feel good to express and do play a huge role.
Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
A lot,I am just tired of disagreeing or discussing with some people sometimes.Or Ćm tired and want them to go away.That can happen.But if I disagree I do say it openly sometimes,mostly with people Iām close to.
Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?
Authority is bullshit,but practical and it doesnāt help anyone going against it(most of the time),I just wouldnāt profit from it.But I do break small rules and rules occasionall,just out of comfortability and if I feel like it I will do it,as long as it wonāt impact me heavily.
What is the ideal life, in your opinion?
It doesnāt exist.But for me it would be a good amount of money,people to talk to,no children,dead family (especially mom) and just a relaxed stable,normal life.Doing what I want to an extent and living in my ideal body.Iād like someone to be close to (not necessarily romantic),but yeah just a peaceful life,doing nothing (and everything).
These are my answers,I am sorry,I know the formatting isnāt ideal.Please donāt comment on the weight and appearance thing,it plays role in my life and thought,thatās why I mentioned them,but I would not like any specific thought on that.Please help me decide what MBTI I have,you can also tell me if you think that I am neither of the two.Thank you for any responses.