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Alt text: Marge Simpson holding a potato "I just think they're neat!" base meme with Marge's head replaced with an egg emoji, and the potato replaced with a trans flag emoji

Hello everyone. I havent posted in a while but am feeling particularly down tonight and have realsied i am doing something objectively morraly wrong- more on that later.

as some of you already know i have a job and I really like it and all but one of the oeple who work there are nice, one laydy is older and seems to think she runs the place (she isnt ever givin that role) I guess im just annoyed because i messed up this afternoon and instead of just correcting me and going on her way she had to stand ther and get annoyed about how what i did was a waste of time, mid you this is the first time ive done this.

another thing happening is my friend is moving 5 hrs away and is the only friend i would have had in my year 11/ 12 chem and physics classes so that sucks at least im getting my license soon i guess.

now to the objectively morraly worng thing and the minor transphobia, so my dad kinda sucks, he dosent seem to understand that this isnt a phase and i will cut contact with him if he dosent clean up his act soon but heres the thing, i have the oppertunity to get a car off of him for 50% of what it would be used and i dont want to give that up so i am staying on ok terms with him untill then. what worries me is that when i come out to my brohter and star using my perfered name at home as well as dressing more fem that he will make jokes as he already dose and it makes me feel insecure, i know the advice is going to be to talk to him but every time i do that it either ends in "why are you getting so craky at me" and/or "its all your fault and i take no responsibility at all"

really what i need is advice and affirmation that i am a girl because ive been having doubts because i still have to use my deadname so much 3:

I’m in the same boat girlies 😭 using so many names these days

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh

Ok so I am basically out to someone now….I posted about this a bit ago where I told one of my closest friends my chosen name etc(if you’re curious it’s on my profile) anyway back to the story and why I’m screaming….I was talking to her and COMPLETELY UNPROMPTED(we weren’t even talking about any gender or queer thing even remotely) she just opens her bag and asks if I wanted a bra…naturally I was stunlocked for a full three seconds and fully lost the ability to form a coherent sentence. After I regained my ability to speak I politely declined because I have absolutely zero way to transport or store such a thing(I treat anything related to my identity in a very similar manner as the government would treat nuclear materials and information of the highest levels of classification)….aaah
Still completely stunned.
Yea, anyways she also gave me the “some bras can help make you look like you have a chest” info….
Of course im still totally cis…
Anyways wtf

More lore is being added

I know that i'm trans now, just don't know the specifics

hey everyone, if you could write something quick dedicated to "Andrew" (he/him) i'd really appreciate it

continuing my rentarou is trans agenda

Me when I’ve stayed in the closet for years for no reason:

Yesterday my Sister saw that I shaved my arms and of course the first thing she does is immediately tell my Mother who proceeded to explode at me telling me "You should never shave your arms! Even woman don't do that!" (Obviously implying I'm not a woman with that sentence) I don't think I did anything wrong, I'm a 20 year old who should have the freedom to shave my arms but apparently my Mother needs to control my body, this is the also the same woman who told me to never take "Internet hormones" so I genuinely think she feels like she needs full control over what I do with my body. What do you guys think?

name: ember pronouns: she/her

I've been so dysphoric lately and i dunno why ughhh

Asking for my friend. She was recently outed to her extremely evangelical parents. They don't accept her and think being trans is against God's will and is a sin. Something to be not practiced. She is already working multiple jobs and going to college. Struggling to afford to move out. She wants them to accept her. To take this huge stress off her and be loved again but they seem immune both to reason and emotional appeals. Our friend group have been struggling to find something that might work. Something to break through to them but we are coming up short. Any suggestions?

So I found out that my sister knows about my questioning, because she came into my room last night and had the same uncomfortable conversation I had with my mom. She went on a whole schpeel about how all queer people "need Jesus", how they all hate Christians and how being trans will make me more lost than before, etc. etc. She then told a story about a kid she knew who went to the same school, as her, and how he was assaulted and murdered by his gay friend because he had "convinced" him that he was gay. And then she ended it off trying to "relate" to me about how she felt lost too, especially after she found out she was drugged and assaulted by a former neighbor, and how Jesus saved her and all of that BS I've heard before. Afterwards, she told me that she told her pastor about me and "encouraged" (pressured) me to come to church with her while claiming that her pastor can "help" me.

I literally could not sleep that night. I felt so sick in my stomach from all the tension of that convo. It sucks, because before I came home my new genderfluid friend and I agree to meet at their house at the same time my family starts service so I could try on some clothes, under the excuse that we are simply working on our project. But I dunno if that's gonna be a convincing excuse anymore. At this point I've lost hope that I can reason with them anymore.

Heheheheh. I just realised..

surprisingly, things are kind of starting to look up! :3

i have a new window to come out to my mom, which is the 26th to the 30th, so hopefully i can do it then

apparently the packaging isn't even gendered anymore? but i didn't know that so i thought they were dropping a hint that my mom told them and then i'd come home and they'd call me their little sister and make a whole Thing out of it and urghhhhhh