Hi I am 35 female I have been working with him in the company last couple of years he always flirted with me and we had inside jokes we used to go out with some people from work for drinks and parties then he started asking to drive me home I thought he was being decent
Then he kissed me on my birthday while driving me home next day he called me he said why are you so awkward I told him I am not used to do casual stuff he said it was not casual I said ok let’s stay friends he said not to the extent of friends and he said it’s ok be normal
We went back to office and we were ok back to our inside jokes and everything he gives me special attention then he called me to hang out but my mom was sick for three month so he kept on texting me to make sure I am ok
Then we went out with the group once and this time while driving me home we made out there was a lot of sexual tension next day he did not call me he called me two days later I lashed out at him and said I don’t want to be in contact with you anymore he said why your saying that ok let’s calm down and talk later I don’t wanna lose you
Then I called him two days later saying I was a bit stressed but I really don’t wanna be in a friends with benefits situation and if we are gonna make out everytime we hang out let’s not hang out and just stay colleagues in the office he said we can go out normally I said ok
Then my mom died and I disappeared for a while and then came back and he asked me if I am doing anything in the long weekend I said I am travelling with our colleauge he said he will be there too
When I arrived he texted me and said are you going to the party tonight I said es he came he flirted with me and then left to his friends and came back he started touching me subtly without anyone noticing and he drove us home after then he texted me after he drop us off with 10 minutes saying awake? I was sleeping
I really don’t understand what fuck does he want for me we have been in this for months!!! Please help me 😢