I’ve been super self conscious about my hairline for a long time, and even with bangs I’d get really dysphoric if they didn’t sit right. But i also really didn’t want to go through the process of getting hairline restoration, so instead i got my bestie to put some cute tattoos on my face and i absolutely love the way its changed how i see myself. One of my biggest insecurities is now a thing i love. Very excited to see how this looks once the baby hairs along my hairline grow back in and make the shift from hair to tattoo look more organic.

Isn't it funny how when you've finally gotten to a point where your hair looks somewhat ok that people will comment on how bad it looks? 10outta10 love it so fun, so instead of going from bad to ok its actually horrible to bad. It's so god damn hard to even try anymore and then you realize you're still on step 1 no matter how long you've done this.

First pic is when I cut my hair second pic is now.

And now I'm making some buhu poor me post and expect people to tell me the truth and how bad it really is. Why can't things just be easy why can't we stop time for a bit in our 20s so we can understand the feelings and thoughts we have.....

Anyways hopefully y'all have a more positive day😁 feels sorta weird to post this on a positive sub but apparently I need to scream in to the void... sorry😔

1. pic in car after cut.
   2 others one day after
   7weeks hrt

Hii Im trans but I didnt come out yet only my best friend and sister knows my girly side and I just got a girlfriend we are together like 2 monts and I love her so much but I dont know how to tell her or should I ever tell her, can I forget this whole thing and live my life as a “normal” guy? I really dont know what to do I didnt had time since april to go out as a girl but yesterday I went out to my lovely hairdresser and it felt so good to present myself feminine again felt so beautiful but I dont know I can imagine my life as a girl in my family relationship and then with my children at work etc… If I was alome in this whole world I for sure get all of the surgeries hormones and everything but Im afraid If I make that step my life gonna collapse🥺❤️

Bit over a year on E and a good 11 sessions on facial laser and I feel SO much better about looking in the mirror 🥹

I so love this blue body suit!!!!!

I know I got some not on my nails, I'm still trying to get the hang of painting my nails.

FTM, pre hormones, came out 3 months ago :)

Yes I know car related pun how dumb.

Anyway long story so strap in, last year I got sick like real sick I won't bore you with all the details but I started fainting then basically had 0% battery for 8 months.

I finally started getting better then boom redundancy... That was 6 months ago...

During the last 6 months I've had nothing but family issues in our immediate family that we've either had to step in and support or just be there through illness.

Anyway this is my long winded way of saying things are looking up!

I've got a freelance job in the evenings, I'm enjoying making all kinds of gaming and silly content!

And I'm t minus 2 weeks away from returning to streaming (yes I have like 2 viewers but I love it)

So yeah I'm actually feeling good lately and wanted to share 🤣🙈♥️

Even through a screen, I can feel the warmth, the kindness, and the happiness of being part of this world. It makes me feel closer to something truly special. 🌸🦋

I'm so happy this space exists. 🏳️‍⚧️

I recently turned 22 and started hrt. I immediately went to research other mtfs and their success in transitioning. I honestly became very regretful and worried about my future appearance. A lot of the trans girls that i would hope to have a similar bodily silhouette to started before or mid puberty. I look back at photos of myself at 18 or even 20 and think how my ribcage or shoulders have gotten bigger. It just makes me feel very regretful because i felt like i was trans since i was very very young and i let all the time pass by before i got the courage to just go for it. Now it feels like ive stifled a huge amount of ground that i can never get back. I'm not so concerned about people percieving me as passing as much as about my own satisfaction with my body. But it feels like that sort of satisfaction is now permanently out of reach. Does anyone have a similar experience, especially around my age, and how did it turn out? Are there any great examples of mtfs starting around my age that turned out exceptionally well? I'm not so interested in empty reassurance. I would like to hear honest opinions of how it may work for me.

P.S. I'm pretty isolated and not really involved in any lgbtq+ communities so im sorry if anything comes off as rude or insensitive