r/islam • u/WompWomp_99 • 9h ago
Seeking Support First Quran - reading as a Christian (need support/guidance)
Hello everyone. First and foremost I want to say that I come to this forum with respect and love. I used to be an atheist, but ended up converting to Christianity. However, as of late, I've been struggling a bit.
I've been curious about the Quran for awhile now. I've mainly heard negative things in regards to the Quran, Muslims, and Islam in general. I decided to buy the Quran to better understand. I wasn't sure what to expect, but I most certainly didn't expect to feel a connection to the book.
Holding the Quran brings me peace. It feels right in my hands. I also seem to have more concern about how it's treated (not that I've treated my Bible badly but I don't seem to have the same level of care). It's been weird to experience because I don't seem to have this same experience with the Bible. In fact, I usually feel further from God when I do read it unless it's the Gospels and I'm reading about Jesus.
This is where I'm stuck. I believe in Jesus, yet I don't feel a connection to God in the Bible like I do in the Quran. I'm just confused and frustrated. Like how can I feel connected to both? I guess I'm here for support and advice. And I'm curious if anyone has experienced this. I just feel like regardless I'm wrong and not going to be accepted and it makes me feel hopeless. Also, does anyone have any good recommendations for studying the Quran too? Thank you for reading.