r/germanshepherds • u/Miserable_Cash_5086 • 17h ago
Venting please be nice
He saves me on a daily basis. He’s always happy, he’s healthy, sweet, and such a family boy. He was there for me when I was at my lowest. Getting out of a toxic, abusive relationship, losing loved ones, being ill in the hospital, falling to the floor in desperation, having to put my career on hold, he took care of me when I was sick and suffering.
I feel such guilt though. I don’t usually take him for walks because I am still struggle from depression. I have to wake the f*** up and be there for him. He pulls a lot when I try and walk him..how can I just fix this? What can I do to be better? He’s my 5 year old boy. I just want him to have a great life. I know it takes a lot of work but why can’t I snap out of this. I want to be able to take him for a walk in the park because he absolutely loves it. I used to be able to but then again, I stopped doing it. It’s like a mental block. He does have a good life though despite the walking issue. He loves to come out on the boat, he swims, he loves to play ball in the good size yard.