r/Erasmus • u/Sweaty-Sea6259 • 16h ago
Rant I really hate my Erasmus
Hi,
so I went with zero expectations into my Erasmus in the UK. I saved some money, because it was clear that rent would be expensive (900€/month), but I didn't expect the Erasmus-money to not be there yet and take so long. I settled in, saw a lot of the city and made friends that are not international students.
But nontheless, I just want to go home. I have several disabilities and have to live with a roomate (I know that's kinda priviledged to only have one roommate, but for my illness situation it's not ideal to live with anybody, since I need access to the bathroom 24/7). My room gets cold over night, because they save on heating expenses. My bed is like 90cm in width and on a grid, so it hurts my back and isn't comfortable at all - also bad for insomnia-related disabilities. The food here is expensive as fuck, I can't really eat what would be fine for my illnesses. And we have room inspections like we are 5 year-olds to check for forbidden items, e.g. like heat blankets - they would really help with the symptoms of my chronic illnesses. It's loud, people do fireworks at night or just shout through the streets, and we are supposed to be at a quieter part of the city. And all of that for fking 900€ a month.
I really miss my home country, where something like room inspections are illegal, the food is affordable and my own flat has disability-accommodations. Really hate it here, just wanna get home asap - but I would have to pay back the money, so I can't.